There it is. that pretty much gets us to now. here’s: running naked in the woods. the first song i wrote on bass. maybe i’d be happier somewhere else somewhere i don’t know far away with nothing known to worry about i don’t have a thing to say so i howl like the wind scratchin’ hard and dry all these people once upon a time parties all incorporated on the edge seasons, keep on passin’ me in a forest outta my mind runnin’ naked through the woods would i if i was? you keep askin’ me today, today —— the best i can feel over land and sea the fall to remember in pieces the nights stay four months the days, in another daze you know i don’t want to die now my escape if id did how could i leave you, my mistake? would i if i was? you keep askin’ me today, today in a forest outta my mind runnin’ naked through the woods ---- 5 Tales of Terror: “Ursula Van Rensin’s Haunting Colorado Springs" ——Most of the stories are around 20 pages each. The tales include “Dawn Mourning and the Burnt One” a tale of love beyond the grave and; " Otto and the Storm Riders” Oct. 29th is a date never forgotten by a cursed and tormented bartender. ---- The Ebook can be downloaded for free at this site: https://www.smashwords.com/profile/view/UrsulaVanRensin ----- ----- ----- ----- Here Its An Example Of A Poetry Book.... I have written over thirty with twenty in the library ---- ---- Ursula Van Rensin's the book of: borne of wanting —— reflex and —— enlightenment through confusement part one Rolling distance green ground at dusk a circle of brown, grey shifting with things to climb upon. The sky glows shades of pink to orange. Warm enough and uplifted back in comfort. First shadow reaches foot. The closest structure has a hidden base of two by fours and chicken wire. A woman speaks as concrete slowly rises. The wood, metal, and liquid stone echo over ever changing. Bridge land, sea, and sky. Out There somewhere behind roving eyes ever at a point never quite the same as learning is all the time. Miles of thought fuel the senses causing the expanding reach, a machine of sorts. Those things unknown carried within a rigid combination of plates; The occipital, and sagittal. Look ahead and back. Learning to keep moving forward. Expanding fine. More measurements. Just one is end or sure weeks. Predictions like the one I like. Still, goodbyes never exactly the same. Hard to define but never can quite match two. At least not yet anyhow, just see what will be. Pumpkin spice, spreading vines calling back again. Once more and again thought and expression enter awkward and unwieldy. A beginning never the less. At one point hiding face and at the end of a slide, an eye of glass running motor edging closer. More years of freedom. Estimate guessed within influence, at least to keep thought new. Faster, further out of here. How it was the way this is done between where all have gone. Offering out phase to phase ever further. Answer with answers to be, dream to dream. Reaching beyond what I am. You are? What has been done in reality? Where it leads. Sometimes a guess is what keeps it going. This was the point in which it has done how much, and how far if never isn’t considered. The start in tears between generations a conversation not understood deep into the less traveled hours. A place that became familiar with a chute and feathers. There where metal made and blocks that really allow only light and strange shapes to be seen, even as you look harder…Inspired. The big dark room filled with light and majik… Inspired. Even after the end, move forward. A humid and cold place to decide across the great plains, to a better place and the light and majik again. Gold in the desert. The south and west Centenial. The moon cals closer, certain tears more or less forgot. Picked up a lizard in from the lawn, chased from loose. Loud light in the sky scatters a crowd and a change in surface leaves the shoulder, not quite the same. Between two across and over; Library discovered. World of scars. Roads in snaking darkness reflections on the way. A new chance at observation again, and again. At four in love with a grand new world. A sprit, a soul. A thing unspoken at five. Islands of thorns and sweetness. A slam that became violent sport. The art of spray painted spider webs. Years after, another message: Hey, hey it’s a would be thief. Where there used to be a pond, pantless. A point of wisdom. To share it? As lives and lives move on. A beginning where difference was, easy to say; Worse than was thought. Not so narrow a margin really learned over and over again. Scream. Never quite shut down. What it does beyond what it did, what it was designed to do. Really interesting? Accomplishing and Accomplishments —— Reaches As Before It Went —— Does And Does, Reaching Further —— Goes And Goes, Beyond Known —— In Checking Out What Was, Move On —— An End Created New, All Along —— Puncturing Left A Crater In Reality, Or Breaking All The Way Trough —— Miscommunication borne as it were, or how it went. What an attack was worth in communication. What we are. What we have been. What we will become as change to change echo louder than the scream. The unwritten language. Where it goes, how it started. Really what it did. How many chapters between live and life? Enough for then, what is. Now forever somehow questions; Enough, or not? How we do when it does. A plan to be set free. Breathing in the scent of life through interested nostril. Really to put that statement out: Plants can live without animals, animals cannot live without plants. Bacteria may outlast both. Meet the future as it comes to pass and leaves a future to unfurl like a sail that carries it's payload across and beyond the endless astral sea. Chaos reaching into the furthest reaches of thought. Growing, finding purchase in a forgotten corner of the mind. Bringing to light what was forgot and leading to new beliefs. When the clouds hang low to obscure the sight it seems. In the morning before the sun burns them off with early shine. Another day begins. Now it's out. There is no taking it back. Just know; it was borne of dream. To see how it would seem and make a way to believe. Believe that anything and everything could be. To create thought free. The planes in-between what is real and free. Like thought that can lead anywhere. The genius of what is seen as a simple mind breaking loose and guiding the way to a brave new world. A thought that is built upon. A thought as steady as stone. A thought that came alone. What It Did When It Was Found Beyond Flatscan Off The Grid Solved Mystery What Was Pulse Future Brings Next Step Beyond Part It Is And What Is Left As It Changed It was More Gone And Now — Where The Future Grow Out Of Somewhere Changing Font Correcting, Connecting Moving Past Ahead Getting Crazed Suppose ——INSTINCT VS. ——LEARNED TECHNOLOGY Doing Your Own Honey Clove A Sad Song When We Are All End Up Alone Outside As Usual Sill At Least….. Seems Like You Know —- Working Out On Getting Down Unethical Not To Like A Ghost In The Nether Reaching Out To Awaken From What Could Be Real If You Can Do With Madness Was The Loudest Thing I Had Heard Us And They Have To Be Myself Anyhow Hoping Against A Crash Out Metaphorical Misspells And Cadences That Far Off… Is Expecting A Miracle Expecting Too Much? The Pain I Would But That I Can’t Take From You Radio Paranoids Weird Things Transform Transistors How They Are Perceived…In Thought Seems So Simple; Is It Really Though? And What Else Is Made Up? Majik Takes On The Soul Mysteriously, And Days Lived In Dream…Was It Real? Was It Real? Does This Change Everything? Start To Finish, Nearing The End Enough Done To Just Let Go? A Smile Along The Way Sanity, Insanity Virtues Radio Paranoids, Radio Paranoids Changes Rearranges Burning Blazes Phases Explain This, Don’t Wanna Do This Can’t Control This Radio Paranoids Make A Wish Radio Paranoids —- THE MUNDANE WATCH, TIME GO BY WITH NOTHING TO DO, SEASONS GO BY A WASTE OF NOTHINGNESS, NEVER WANNA DO ANYTHING EVEN AS THE SEA BEATS THE SHORE THE SUN SCORCHES THE EARTH NOT JUST HERE, EVERYWHERE, NOW, THE MOON GOES THROUGH IT'S PHASES THE SKY CHANGES; BLACK AND BLUE THE STORM WE RIDE TOO LATE SOME CHANGE FROM NONE TO ALWAYS HUNGER GROWS AT COBWEBBED CEILINGS AND SMILES COME IN, BETWEEN THE WOLVES STILL HOWL IN THE DISTANCE BY NOW WE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN, EVERYONE… YET, I ONLY KNEW A FEW THE PHASES OF THE MOON PAY ATTENTION IF YOU GOTTA NEW THING TO DO, YOU'RE COMING UP WITH A SECOND PAST —— -See You Later -The Burning Halo -Haunted Sight -Through The Mist -As It Were -For Has, Now Was -Suspended Conversation -Wot The Brain Can Do -Between -Was Fine -Reach -Evolving Free Thought -Different Pens -It Seems -A Mind That Makes A Difference -Kum And Go -Polymorph -Project Still —— — - — —- Free Thought Memories That Haven’t Happened Yet, Heightened Senses New Creation Gone Enough Is The First To Try Hospital, Assisted Living Asylums, Institutions Churches And Graveyards At The End Took Awhile To Realize As It Begins At Everything It Would Seem Miles Of Thought Caught In Afterthought Memories That Haven’t Happened Yet, Probably To And Again Where Because Untold A Dark And Spooky Night Normal Sounds Now Different Maybe More Than A Little Bit Not Quite As Easy As All That Still… Seven Off Of Four And Three Worth Examination? What Strangeness Rebounds? Advancing Consider For Has Now Was Counter Productive Thought Grow Out Beyond Looked Around 360 When The Beginning Doesn’t Make Sense ’Till The End Proportionate Anywhere Called That Called Upon And In Dreaming Circles Cannot Happen All The Time Still (Suspended Conversation) Ending Up Out There Pretty Far Away WOT THE BRAIN CAN DO Concentration Your World Answers Only How Which Type Design Out Of There Somehow Matter How It Was Before Dawn Pass Split Between Then Program The Variable Or Now Senses Used To Found Makes More Not So Trivial Need To Know Between Authorized Before Again Was Fine, Was Fine Entertainment In A Graveyard Ghost Touch Again Differences Repeat Themselves Makes Sense Then Again Educating Yourself Echoes What Was Reality Brain Waves On The Move Births Repeat Thinking Right -THIS TIME?- Getting Faster Math And Speech Couldn’t Do Before Everyone Needs To Think Other And The Other Wanna See? Have A Look? Through Trails Blindness Different Maps Lead US Here Forty Five Years Of Madness In Time This Too... Will End Sizzling Tear From Smile Really? I Guess I Wass Waiting There Not Quite Long Enough Still Mind’s Aura Ever Loss And Now A Continent A Shy Distance Guessed Idea The Future Best At This Point Is Not What It Seems The Church There It Is Screwing Thought? Between Here And There Free Letting Go At The Wrong Point Evolve Free Thought Priority Signature Scrawled Emphasis Requires Obligations Misbegotten Attainment Evolve Free Thought In A Haunted Land —- you had me at maybe at that point realized far enough outside up with a smile And A Religion Recognizes your name Shoak and Chama All Those Things Lost In Lairs Shows Things, Since When? Al Been Done Seem Right Out There My Favorite Funeral Most Romantic Reaching Some Point Before Dawn At Which Point A Tear When Tragedy Is The Heart Of Romance When Tragedy Is The Heart Of Romance Kum and go smile likin’ it all along kings and queens kum and go Lack of options mind traveling years of thought into this moment when the beginning won’t make sense ‘till the end At The Fore Reaching Thought The Madness Fall Ghosts Of Fact Ghosts of fiction —— Kum And Go —— Protective Spirit Polymorphs To Any Shape, Design The War That Is, And Was Which Is The Cause Need A Dose Of That Punk Because Metal-Really Gone Sometime There To Die? Lots Of Those Things Looking At A Dead Body Like The 80’s Never Ended Recall How Awesome Yet Unfufilled Indistinct, Yet Coming’ Back Around Don’t ‘Cha Know? What I Am Started At Midnight — A Sample Of Forever A Worry At How It Does Sometimes Sad Things Thought Rearranged Miles Outside, They Reach Still To Look Outside An Escaped Mental Patient Where To Go? When To Know? Infinity A Moment In Time Far Away From Here Grows More And More A Forgotten Taste A Broken Clock A Mind Lost A Look Around And Yea, At That Point, Fine Without A Reason Still To Look Around Second Guess And Finally Gets To There Suppose Lost It There Recoil And Ever At Least A Chance To Smile A Mind That Makes A Difference How Strange To Ask To Be Understood And Grows Before With Those Things Gone Was Spoken And Reached For What Is Left To Be? Second Dawn Reaching Past The Vacuum And Where That Was And Now At Most Confusion At Least At For When It Does At Most Left It There As It Was Seems At Least At Most Sooner Or More Later Just Gone Through Broken Recoil, Really? And To Be Happy you had me at maybe at that point realized far enough outside up with a smile And A Religion Recognizes your name Shoak and Chama All Those Things Lost In Lairs Shows Things, Since When? Al Been Done Seem Right Out There —- My Favorite Funeral Most Romantic Reaching Some Point Before Dawn At Which Point A Tear When Tragedy Is The Heart Of Romance When Tragedy Is The Heart Of Romance —— Kum And Go Kum and go smilelikin’ it all along kings and queens kum and go kum and go —— Lack of options mind traveling years of thought into this moment when the beginning won’t make sense ‘till the end At The Fore Reaching Thought The Madness Fall Ghosts Of Fact Ghosts of fiction —— Kum And Go Kum and go smilelikin’ it all along kings and queens kum and go kum and go -Shape Of Modern Thought -Wake Up Dreaming -Starts Past Twilight -Think For Yourself -Psychic Energy -Me and You …and Why? -Gotta Start Somewhere -How It Got Here -What Else Was ******** ******** ******** ******** been around since something b.c. when the pyramids went up, there were those who believed with eleven percent of your brain functioning what’s left to discover? what’s left to perceive? always another doom’s day scenario… enter the century of the chinese Reading Minds, minds read a gift to some, to some it sends under the care of the mental hospital faculty mental hospital faculty gun control censor rock and roll such content builds up let it go virally infected people on the prowl which is which? who can tell any more? Who knows? gotta find your place in the world; some how and still decide when it’s time to party…. how to have a good time how to have a good time birth control, birth control birth control, birth control midnight, mayhem, moonlight, madness, majik midnight, mayhem, moonlight, madness, majik —— —— —— oceans of time onwards harkens youth the way to decide when a trail of death is obvious —— awakened prince diamond tears Christendom could have fallen but what’s to be done; for love? —— a suicide so long ago now searching in ways not understood yet… you know —— three letters explain the month when both wanted, waited in different ways yet for love… you know —— satisfaction a world away with such loss to enter a new way just a taste of forever begins —— to apologize for the meaner things they have to be different they will —— for madam mina’s heart —— —— —— PSYCH WARD YOUR BRAIN IS BIGGER THAN YOUR SKULL YOUR DREAMS ARE BIGGER THAN THE SKY —— —— —— THE QUEEN IS DEAD, HONG KONG IS DREAMING, THE DRESS OF ARACHNID AND ENTER FLIGHT CREATE THE DARKNESS DESPITE YOURSELF… AND SHINE IN AN UNHOLY NIGHT, SHINE IN AN UNHOLY NIGHT, WOULDN'T YOU LIKE YOUR KISS? YOUR VAMPIRE BITE? ENJOY YOUR TELEVISION, AND ENTER LIFE AWHILE, THE GREEN OF LIFE, THE BROWN OF DEATH, AS PLANTS OF OXYGEN FORGET, ---- THE CURSE OF THE BEGINNING BRINGING THE END, IN THE SAME HAND AS THE FUTURE, SO LIVE THE PAIN, REARRANGE DREAM OF FIRE, TO INSPIRE WASN'T THERE SOMETHING THAT WE NEEDED? P.R.D.O.A. P.R.D.O.A. ---- P.R.D.O.A. —— —— —— —— A Different Sky Than When We Started, Electric Spiders, Ceilings Vaulted, Cobwebs Between The Pages Of Books, Like Anyone Could Have Seen It Coming, Every Time I See You Put Your Soul On The Line… …I Smile To Myself, Cups Overflowing, As The Night Is Young For Some, For Others, Can't Believe What They've Started, If There Was A Way But It's Too Far Gone, Now There's No Turning Back, Climb A Silvery Web To The Next Phase Where A Serpent Tells You; So Be It, This Ain't Eden, It's America In The Great Scheme Of Things, We Only Just Now Started, Beats The Heart Now, Have Fun In The Dreams, Enjoy The Nightmares, Never Recall Which I Have More, Do Any Of Us Know Anything Besides, What It Is? What It Is? What It Is? The Sin Was The Creation. The Sin Was The Creation. —— —— —— —— UNDER A SEA OF STARS, THE OCEAN OF THE MOON A SMILE INTO THE SORROWS, I LIKE WHAT IT MEANS TO YOU WHEN YOU LET ME KNOW HOW YOU FEEL THE WAY IT MAKES ME FEEL, TOO WHEN I SEE YOU SMILE…IN THE DARK WE ALL GET IT RIGHT SOMETIME WHEN I SEE YOU SMILE IN THE DARK IT MAKES ME LAUGH KINDA STRANGE WHEN I SEE YOU… STILL BENEATH THE OCEANS OF THE MOON THE MOON'S SKY LAUGHTER ECHOES ALL AROUND ABOVE, BELOW WHAT DOES HAPPINESS MEAN TO YOU? WHEN YOU HAVE TO DECIDE; HOW IT FEELS TO YOU? WHEN I SEE YOU… SMILE IN THE DARK —— —— —— EVERYTHING COMES TO AN END EVERYONE HAS TO ADMIT THEY'RE WRONG SOME DIE… NO ONE HAS ALL THE ANSWERS SOONER OR LATER SOMEHOW YOU'VE GOT TO DECIDE WHAT'S RIGHT FOR SOME MAY NOT BE RIGHT, FOR OTHERS PEOPLE CAN BE SIMILAR PEOPLE CAN BE SIMILAR, BUT NO ONE'S THE SAME ---- GET TOGETHER YOU PARTY CREW ---- EVERYTHING COMES TO AN END EVERYONE HAS TO ADMIT THEY'RE WRONG SOME DIE… NO ONE HAS ALL THE ANSWERS SOONER OR LATER SOMEHOW YOU'VE GOT TO DECIDE WHAT'S RIGHT FOR SOME MAY NOT BE RIGHT, FOR OTHERS PEOPLE CAN BE SIMILAR PEOPLE CAN BE SIMILAR, BUT NO ONE'S THE SAME —— —— —— —— Moonlit Shadows And Apparitions Graveyard Visions And Twisted Religions Do You Trust Your Mind To Make Decisions Where Your Soul Is Concerned? With A Wandering With A Wondering Mind's Eye In Darkness Second Sight Would Be Nice If An Animal Has A Soul If You Believe It's So… How Many Monkeys? How Many Monkeys Halos Glow? And Monkeys The Start Of Humanity How Many Monkeys, You And Me Go To Space To See What Monkeys Humans Will Be... —— ——- give the killing tattoo with a mist and smizing splits a smile and slits a wrist with a healing razor mind’s eye wide aching dense, tripping surdied tripping, surdied the running angel flies above and pulls you for fun you’re made this way there is no escape clause —— do it for the doin’ ’till the doin’ is done grow up, let it go understand what you believe in just do what you want evil live evil love breed the strong have your dreaming will you come ending foe? give me what i need all i want, all i fear time love fear ? you intensify the satisfy true senses you intensify the satisfy true senses -Beyond The Rift -Brain Fever -More And More Bizarre -Tarokka -I Thought You Would ——- ——- ——- Gone I Guess Definitely Further Than Where It Was When It Started Forms Suppose And Change Differently Skulls On Poles Tiki Torches Light When Thought As Thought Wanders Entertainment In A Graveyard Happens To Touch A Tombstone As It Nears Half Past Two Sometime Whenever Those Things Remembered Eventually Gotta Do Mystic, Forget It Seems Like I Should Ideas Rattling When Seasons Regret And Forever Is Just As Is Traveling Ahead Striving Forward Without A Clue Psychotic At Rest Was Not There Yea, Guess So —— —— Arrival Awkward Enough What It Means, I Guess… Still Gone Got There Soon Enough To Realize Beliefs So Much More Further Away As It Might; Brain Fever, Through Time As What We Thought For That Who They Are Now Heard Of Us Seems Again Trivial Somehow Though Became More Educating Yourself I Think, You Think, I Think You Think, I Think, You Think Brain Fever —— Reaching From History Borne Of Shadow Craft Another Vision In Lantern Light Through The Mists How It Started There The Sky Black And Blue Droning Requiem Suddenly It Starts Making Sense, Aware —— Outside Of Sight Seeming Forgot Thought Reaching Mind To Mind Beyond Halfway There Left More For Wanting Ways Surprised Outside Of Sight Seeming How It May Have Still Gone Out Seeming —— Reaching Reality Unforgotten Dream All Of It When Was And Now Birth The Future —— Like How It Screams When It Doesn’t Matter What I Say Expanded Sight ??? Free For Real Free Enough ??? A Forgotten Dream Left With Something Something To Consider And It Was Left As Now Was Enough —— Shattered Brains Left All That Starting Past Second Guess Trails In Wonder Goes And Further Again If Right, Then Ever Smiles And Smiles Done As A Start Well, It Does Fine, And Now Out There It Was Origins And Destinations —— Enough Candles Lit You Had Static Pulse A Lot Of Those There Passing Doorways Kept Away, Another Night Some Other Way Mindless Immobilization Different Than Paralyzation What Was Wanted Was Forgotten Shrine Missed Dimension More Than A Limited Reach Somewhere Over There Between And With The Wind Who Needs To Know? Gets Away From Me Sometimes Not Anymore Cannot Happen All The Time Was, Or Is, Anyhow And In The Quiet Forgot Lingers Beyond The Rift In Lantern Light Someplace Else — Sad Smile, Returning Thought To The Gallows Over A Wishing Well -Midnight, Mayhem, Moonlight, Madness, Majik -Beyond The Grave -Far Gone Point Of View -Another Church Has Failed -Crush A Cup -Don't 'Cha Know -Just Found Out -Weird And Crazy -Reality Check -Sometimes I Don't Know When To Laugh -Enough? -P.R.D.O.A. -Black Dust, Crushed Rose Petals -It's All About Having A Good Time…After You've Lost Your Mind -Alive Than Yesterday -The Sin Was The Creation -Intelligent Fungus -Get Together Your Party Crew -ThornsX3 -Dark Road -The Illness Of The God Brain -For Madam Mina's Heart -Dearrangedyea -See The… -12 Hour Switch -How Many Monkeys? -Shadow To Shadow -The Dreams, The Nightmares -Live Long, Party Hard -Ever Expanding Mind Things ChangeWhen and Where It GoesRealizationSomehow Follows Never All The SameMoving Between MindsAll The TimeA Thought Now Global Electricity So Now Other Things That Make A Difference Revolutionize Those Things We Knew As We Reach Always Ahead To Know The world is turning, What more did we miss? Confidence betrayed Like a drunken snake; Ghost Touch dance With razor blades Shining teeth Back up confusing smile The smile of sleep To pass through eternity And forget enough To live with Yet remember To learn from Harsh mistakes Like flying out Of control Without going anywhere Playing out Play after Play And letting Ultimate loss Go... Now awake In a nightmare quake As misery ebbs and flows Like the question Of where it goes Wait for... It always returns The cautious cry For help it reaches Quietly intended for Ears gone deaf Through years Before death Came to claim Not uncaring But, Unknowing As Unknown Overwhelms Overpowers Grains of thought Move To Next FORGOT ALL OVER AGAIN SHORT BURSTS MEMORIES COLLECTED SO MANY GONE CAN LOOK FORWARD MILES OF THOUGHT BEHIND RESTING EYES ACROSS A SLEEPING ABYSS IT SEEMS AND ETERNITY IN BETWEEN Eternal Variation Expansion Reaching out Snaps at the edges As far as it goes out Everything goes When it goes out Expansion Reaching out Snaps at the edges As far as it goes out Everything goes When it goes out Expansion Reaching out Snaps at the edges As far as it goes out Everything goes When it goes out —— Things Change When and Where It Goes Realization Somehow Follows Never All The Same Moving Between Minds All The Time A Thought Now Global Electricity So Now Other Things That Make A Difference Revolutionize Those Things We Knew As We Reach Always Ahead To Know The world is turning, What more did we miss? Confidence how stayed Like a drunken snake; Ghost Touch Dance With razor blades Shining teeth Back up confusing smile The smile of sleep To pass through eternity And forget enough To live with Yet remember To learn from Harsh mistakes Like flying out Of control Without going anywhere Playing out Play after Play And letting Ultimate loss Go... Now awake In a nightmare quake As misery ebbs and flows Like the question Of where it goes Wait for... It always returns The cautious cry For help it reaches Quietly intended for Ears gone deaf Through years Before death Came to claim Not uncaring But, Unknowing As Unknown Overwhelms Overpowers Grains of thought Move To Next FORGOT ALL OVER AGAIN SHORT BURSTS MEMORIES COLLECTED SO MANY GONE CAN LOOK FORWARD MILES OF THOUGHT BEHIND RESTING EYES ACROSS A SLEEPING ABYSS IT SEEMS AND ETERNITY IN BETWEEN Eternal Variation Expansion Reaching out Snaps at the edges As far as it goes out Everything goes When it goes out Expansion Reaching out Snaps at the edges As far as it goes out Everything goes When it goes out Expansion Reaching out Snaps at the edges As far as it goes out Everything goes When it goes out —— The Living Ones —— We Watch From Shadow Outside Of Sight And Wait For The Moment When The Time Is Right… a lonely reach Letting Them Know We Are Alive We Are The Living Ones Our Smiles Seem Sad Our Time Still Plays Plays Out Like A Long Sad Dirge Muted Songs Of Happiness Echo Through The Ever Like A Single Note Living A Hundred Years And Smiling Through Dark Fears… …We Are The Living Ones —— —— —— hedshoppe.com Think For Yourself Radio Paranoids Edge Of Reality Paranoids: Realization In The Confusion Majik and U.F.O.s Screaming Past The Sky Vision Realized What Once Was Up Web Of Dreams Traveling Mind To Mind Imagination Grows It Seems Reaching Past The Restrictions What Was Once Reality As Reality Changes And Changes Where I am, I am alone. No one could know, think, or feel. What I know, what I am thinking. How I feel... Locked in a cell of my own awareness. Then,almost like waking up as the sound of the bell clanging from a twisted chapel rings out. There shouldn't be any one at the church at this hour. Still, the sound echoes through the mist that hangs, swirling between the head stones that follow behind so neatly around the property of the crooked old church. The moon shines bright enough to show that midnight never lasts. The shadows that this midnight does cast loom long and heavy never the less. They seem to point the way through the far gates to a road that from here looking across the cemetary; seems more a forgotten,overgrown path. The cold, gray light barely showing it, as if not able to fully reveal it's mysteries. Then, a night bird, or perhaps a bat; invades the corner of sight. The realization of it being there is like an after thought. Yes...That must be the nightmare road. This is the night of 'All Hallow's', and this is it... Through the tall, black seeming trees that reach up like gnarled, arthretic hands to either side: A breeze stirs, carrying the sound of a thousand, thousand scratchy whispers. They combine into one, almost silent voice which slithers into the ear to say: "All Hallow's...The festivities have begun." It must be some joke that I am playing on myself. A play of the breeze. A trick played by a weary mind. Some confusement of the senses. Still, the moon is full it is the witching hour and long ago it was decided that anything is possible. No matter how improbable. This place could be haunted. Not all spirits go to rest after they leave the mortal shell. Looking at this place; where better for a restless soul to wander? A briar-ridden ancient forest, near a defiled church and a desecrated graveyard along with the nightmare road. In the past; knocking over a headstone or two was just a casual act of vandalism done without a second thought. Tonight was different, the spirits seemed angry and menacing. Their presence lurking just outside of sight, vengeful. Acts of vandalism against the dead; on any other night was harmless, even funny. Tonight was different though. Tonight held fear. Even thinking about it in the presence of these spirits was like confessing to the most horrible crimes before an angry jury and a merciless judge. Only sixty six steps from the gallows. Sixty five from the electric chair. Sixty four steps from the gas chamber....How many steps to the nightmare road? Just to the beginning of the nightmare road? After that; How many miles would it stretch? Would it go on forever? Was it always bathed in the colorless grey of moonlight? Was sunrise never found as sunsets were only a memory of muted purple? Could it be fear as the only companion? I was never afraid before. As I turned to leave I spoke to the spirits in an almost sad tone: "I'm not ready..." YOUR BRAIN IS BIGGER THAN YOUR SKULL YOUR DREAMS ARE BIGGER THAN THE SKY SEEDS OF SONG BIRTHED FROM PILLS GONE UP ZERO GRAVITY BONE BEADED CURTAINS TOP MILES BELOW DARK IN STAIRS TRAIN OF THOUGHT RAIN IN TRANSITIONS FALSE REALITY EXPOSED DRUMS ECHO THROUGH FOREST UPON ROLLING HILLS CLOUDS FORMING CHANGE LIKE FORGOTTEN AFTERTHOUGHT AND REACTING OUT WHERE IT ISN'T QUITE KNOWN YET SOMEHOW IT'S FOUND TOMORROW ALREADY KNOWN DREAMS AND DEJA VU REMEMBERING AS IT HAPPENS RECOGNIZING WHAT WAS UNKNOWN FIGURED IT OUT SO MUCH YET, NEVER SPOKEN TO ANOTHER SOUL REALIZING THAT THE OTHER NEVER EVEN KNEW THE BLIND SEEN RIGHT THROUGH THE BOOK YET LOOK AGES DISBELIEVED SCREAMS WITHOUT A SOURCE FLOWS SCENE TO NEWER SCENE IT MAY BECOME REAL IT WASN'T THOUGH BEFORE REACHES UNTHOUGHT AT THE POINT BEFORE IT WAS EVEN AN OPENING SEAM STRETCHED TO BE SHED UNHEEDED ANYHOW TOLERATED IN CASE IGNORED GRACE UNFOLDS ONCE BELIEVED, IT'S REAL LOST TO A GRAIN OF DOUBT TIMELINE A HISSING FUZE DIFFICULTIES IMAGINED ON A ONE WAY TRIP CRADLE TO NEXT IS NEXT? AFTER NEXT REFLECTING SOUND THOUGHT FOR BEST MOVES SMILES VISION EXPANDING VARYING SHADES OF INNOCENCE HUES OF EVERY EXPERIENCE LEARNING CAN TAKE IT'S TOLL DIFFERENT REACTIONS EMOTIONAL TOIL STAINS THE MIND LEFT TO FALL BEHIND DAYS AND HOURS FLOW IN SUCH A WAY THAT PASS ON THROUGH AND BY MISSION FALLS SUSPENDED TWICE NEXT GONE SEARCHED FOR WHAT FORGOTTEN BEHIND A STONE DOOR NO HINGES OR ANY SIGN THERE THEN SOMETHING BEHIND WHAT WAS MEANT A HAUNTING MYSTERY ALL NIGHT, HALF THE DAY IMPRESSION EXPRESSION DECISION EXPLOSION HOLDING UP A TRIP LEAVING DEPRESSION MOVING FAST ENOUGH IN THIS MOMENT TO NOT MIND THE SCARS TEST TO TAKE BELIEVE CHANGES SIGHT BY YEARS AND MILES LEAVES TO BE MORE AND MORE ALONE SOON TO MOVE ALONG TAKING A LITTLE LOSS TO NEVER SURRENDER THE OVER ALL CALCULATED COST TO REACH THE RIGHT NIGHT IN EXCELLENT COMPANY RELIEVES THE AGONY JUST FOR A LITTLE WHILE RIGHT CHOICE SETS IT FREE WAITING COULD HAVE HAD INNER SMILE TAKE THE CHANCE TO LOOK AROUND DIFFERENT POINT OF VIEW IT WAS LIFE EVER AND ALWAYS CHANGING RECOVERING LOSS INTRIGUE A CHANGE IN WAYS NEW FRONTIERS LONGING FOR TO GET IT AFTER IT'S GONE AT LEAST IT WOULD SEEM IT WAS HAD HAD OF PROBLEMS RELEASED BEYOND THOUGHT REQUESTED FROM A PLACE WITHIN TO THE GLOWING GRIN AND AT TIMES BELIEVE WHAT MUST BE BELIEVED UNLIKELY ANSWER LEARNS NEW QUESTIONS THEN AND RIGHT NOW GOES OUT SOMEWHERE MILES UNWIND AMAZING MIND JOURNEYS BEFORE AND MORE BEHIND MORE AND MORE AHEAD AND BEHIND CHANGING ADAPTATIONS CLOCKS SECOND HAND ETERNITIES BETWEEN WHERE TO FIND THOUGHTS THAT DO WHAT WATER DOES WITH MORE TO BE DONE WHAT THEN? IS TO BE DONE? CHANGES FOR GROWTH IN AND OUT different now never knew it ends up weird way perpetuated here it comes poor thought let go what you have to let go never forgetting the next step another life move ahead figure out the rest as it comes an introduction when it does it goes too and out WHERE AT? ALREADY GONE OUT THERE BEYOND REACH IT'S ALL OVER HAPPENED AGAIN THROUGH SCENES NEVER BELIEVED STEPS THROUGH THE MIST BLIND UNRECOGNIZED WHERE IT ENDS UP COMES THROUGH SECOND GUESS HAPPENSTANCE IS GOOD The Blackest Rose … I Slit My Wrist Not Blood That Flows But, Tears That Hit The Ground Reflecting Back My Love For Life A Plant Begins To Grow Leaves Start To Spread Like Eagles' Wings And Thorns The Talons Show That Even Through The Darkest Dark, Still Through Life Love Does Glow Only Love Of The Highest Comes From The Blackest Rose Reliving the haunting To make a decision Based on what was found Available Gone enough And rock on Dead or alive In the afterlife Really, Who survives? I guess just maybe You did Reliving the haunting I guess it shows Where it goes Where it does When and Sometimes how —— Missed a thought received Celestial night Who’s are those? Guess Thought received Find what it will be Still mostly there Gone beyond Right and wrong Looks back a lonely sight Where change spread Boosting Wavelengths Phantom Transmissions Were expected I suppose Enter scene From another scene Further away Traveled someplace else One more reason gone out there Instruments of sorrow Five basic reaches Echoes thought Lost broadcast Again reaching Drops of red Look black In this light As it equals Clearly gone What it does Where it came from Further from here Visuals What is to be done here Flatscan Brain work off the grid Solved mystery What it was Pulse Future brought differences Good visuals Happens to be Where unknown grows Out of somewhere Changing font Correcting connecting Moving past ahead Getting crazed suppose Instinct Forward versus ??? What strangeness rebounds throughout beyond looked around 360 Called thatCalled upon And in dreaming circles Cannot happen all the time Suspended conversation Ending up out there Pretty Far Away what the brain can do What it hasn’t yet Concentration Your world Answers Only How Each Type Design Out Of There Somehow matter How It Was Before dawn pass Split between Program Variable Or Now Senses used to Found makes more Not so Trivial Needed To Know Between Authorized Before Again Was Fine —— Entertainment In A Graveyard Ghost Touch Change Differently Traveling Ahead Again Educating Yourself —— —— —— SAVE US IN MADNESS, ADVANCING FORGOTTEN YEARS IN BETWEEN; THE END STILL MORE TO BE JOINING FLOW OF FLUX SHIFTING IN AND OUT OF PLANES... DERANGED THOUGHTS BOUNCING AROUND AN EMPTY COFFIN WITHIN AN ENCHANTED SKULL PLEASURE DIRECTS REALITY SO HEDONISTIC PERSEVERING WILD STORM BESIDE MIND'S EYE IN MILES SEDATE UNSTABLE REALITY FLOWING IN TIME WITH WANDERING STEPS WATCHFUL DAZE SCANNING EYES ANALYZE A LONELY LAUGH KEEN MEMORIES REFLECTED OFF DANCING SMILES PATIENTLY DREAMING THROUGH FORGOTTEN GOALS AT LEAST; WELL REALLY? SERIOUS? AT LEAST HALF INSPIRED BENEATH THE RADAR AND OTHER SIGHT STRAINED ABLE TO JUDGE REACTIONS, DROP OF THE HAT QUICK TO STEP BACK INTELLIGENCE RELIABLE PASS TO WISDOM THINKING DRAPES MEMORY WITH TAINT DROWNING IN DAZED SENSES OVERLY ALERT REASSURING WHISPERS FALL ON DEAF EARS RETURNS NUMB OR AT LEAST TINGLING AGILE DREAMS ABLE TO TALK THAT WAY BLASTING THOUGHT THROUGH SPACE TEARING SPEED OF WORKING MIND THEN AROUND WITCHY REFLEX REFLECTING SOUL'S SOUND BURNT IN THOUGHT GLOWING MEMORY MANIC MOOD SWINGS, ALRIGHT TO FEEL AMBITIOUS CLIMB THROUGH THE THORN PATCH MINDS CHANGING THINGS ACTIVE SPEECH RACING THOUGHTS VOLATILE CHEMICALS BURN DOWN THE THROAT INVENTIVE WAYS TO RISE CURVED TO TIME A SMILE IN QIUET, FELT THE SOFTEST MURMER IN SILENT REVERB OTHER SIDE'S UPROARIOUS MUTING PIERCING THE SKY CALM WAYS TO DECIDE WAKES THE DEAD HEAVY SOUNDING HEART TEAR-FILLED SIZING UP COMPOSED OF LIVING DREAMS DARK GLOOMING ERRANT THOUGHT MATH HARDER THEN DIFFERENT ROADS TO HAPPINESS EXPLORE DREAMS BETWEEN HURRICANES CONTENT IN SPACIOUS DREAMS SURPRISED LOFTINESS CREEPS AMUSING TO SOME OR SOMETHING UNINTERESTED IN MUNDANE FLIGHT QUIZZICAL MANNERISMS CRITICAL CONDITION SCRUTINIZED FIRE FAIRY SAPPHIRE SCREAMS ABRACADABRA IMAGINATION OPENS THE GATES TO A FATHOMLESS SEA REALMS IN A LONELY MIND GRIMM SMILES, WINKING EYES FAMILIAR WORDS CAUSING CONFUSION OTHERWORLDLY SOULS REST ON MEANING QUESTION REALITY SHAMAN DANCE OVER FIRE AND SCENES THRILLS THE MIND FILLED WITH DREAMS OF FIRE WATCHFUL EYE SEARCHES HORIZON VARIETY OF SPICE PUPILS FLARED AN UNEASY SKY GROWLED WHAT THINGS IN WONDER SIMILAR TO EACH OTHER BETWEEN WANDERING SMILES IN WAYS… ..GETS IN FAR BENEATH THE SKIN BECOMES A WAY FROM NOTHINGNESS DREAM GOES LONGER AFTER WAKEFULNESS LOVE CREEPS IN TO BIRTH IRRATIONALITY ENTHUSIASTIC OPENING OF VALIANT SPEECH SINCERE BEST WISHES TIMES ACTIVE IMAGINATION WORTH YEARS OF SCHOOL SERIOUSNESS SLIDES RIGHT UP BEHAVIORS MISINERPETED CREATIVE GOALS INDEED SHY FOR THE SOUL IT WAS MEANT TO BE COLLECTING MISCELLANEOUS LINEAR MEMORIES REPRESENTS THE FALLEN, MOURN HOPEFULLY ENDS UP FINE REFLECTIVE THOUGHT MYSTERIOUS FORGOT UNSUITABLE LIVING CONDITIONS LIVE AGAIN, AND AGAIN, AND AGAIN DARK BLENDED BRONZE, IRON, STEEL INK LEAVING TRAILS FOR MILES JUGGLING THUNDER DELAYED BLAST, BLINDING LIGHT RESULTS IN SECOND GUESSING GAMES CANCEL ANYTIME BEHIND THE SCENES TASTELESS FRENZY FEEDING SEAS OF THOUGHT ANONYMOUS GREETING ABOUND VOLATILE TEMPER STRAINS SLEEPING KNOWLEDGE AT PEACE LEFT QUIET THAT I MIGHT SCARS UNCENSORED LUNATIC BRAIN SPINNING PAST SUNRISE WONDROUS CONTROVERSIAL BANKING ON FORGOT WEIRD WAY TO BE WEIRDING VOODOO SPARKS OF LIGHT FLOWING DOWN IDEAS THOUGHT WITHIN SECOND DREAM PROCEED WITH WHAT IS WITHOUT BARELY TOUCHING THE GROUND FOLDING CLOUDS TO SHAPES LIT BY THE MOON AGING THROUGH THE CALL SOMETHING QUICK MIND SNAPS SO FAR, GOT OUT THERE NO NAMES IN HINDSIGHT WHO KNOWS ME? CANNOT BE QUITE RIGHT WINGS OF MYSTERY SPIDER WEBS MARK LOST DREAM SECOND TIME THROUGH BELIEVES GOING FROM SCENE TO SCENE DO SOMETHING ANYWAY EVEN THOUGH GONE UNDER AGAIN, FIRST REACTION INSTINCT FLOWS INTO HOWL CRACKS OPEN THE SAFE RIGHT ON TIME DESTINY SMILES GRINS REPLY SET LEFT TO SPECULATION SOMETIMES WISHED, BRINGS IT ON THROUGH SEE ENOUGH TO KNOW YOU WERE LAUGHING REBOUNDS INTO PLACES FOUND IT'S INCREDIBLE ENOUGH GHOSTS OF LOVE FLOW TO THE FLOOR WIND CARRIES SCENT OF SCENE THERE WERE THAT MANY ASHES CLING TO THE SOUL MARKING PASSION THROUGH SOMEHOW YOU KNOW WHERE IT IS BETWEEN MISSING PARTS MASKING BROKEN HEARTS CRACKS FORM IN THE DARK CORNER OF THE MIND PAIN FLOWS BENEATH ICE, LAVA FREEZE TIME TO PASS ALL THAT UNRECOGNIZABLE CURRENTS WHERE WE GO WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN SHIVERING WHISPERS THROUGH GHASTLY LIPS ONCE OR TWICE WASN'T ENOUGH EQUAL FOOTING LANDS THE MYTH INSPIRE GOES WHERE IT ONLY CAN WASN'T QUITE ENOUGH NEW WAYS TO BREAK IT OUT RUNNING OVER DETAILS WHAT AGAIN WILL BE A MILE GAINED ON A TIGHT WIRE THRESHOLD OF NEXT WITH THINGS THAT MIGHT A BAD ONE FORGOT TO FINISH THE ANSWER SURE I GUESS GET YOURSELF ONE HINTING OUT OF SIGHT ALL GONE 'TILL IT COMES BACK AROUND STANDARD MODEL MIRRORED EYES OVER THAT MACHINE KILLS SMILES, LET IT PASS FLOW AWAY FROM GROUND WITH WOUNDED THOUGHT REACHING OUT TO HEAL... GONE SO FAR AWAY; LOVE LETS TOO HARD TO HOLD ON SHOCK OF SULTRY TART LAST NIGHT MAKING NOISE IN DREAM -SAVAGE SCARAB LET US GO -SAVAGE SCARAB UNKNOWN STRANGER AGAIN A HOLE IN THE SKY FOR THE LOVE OF IT'S SEEN ALL WE ARE IS SOUVENIR AFTER DARK EXPERIENCE AWE SWEET VOICES IF YOU WANT WORTH THE CULT OF THE TROPICAL FEVER FINGER SPIDERS DANCE AMONG YOUTH CRAZY RESCUE REVERSED IN STEP WAYWARD VOICES CHANT OF GYPSIES TEN NIGHTS IN NUMBERS KALEIDOSCOPE EYES SLEEPLESS LOVE AIRBORNE IN THE WOODS BEER SONG REAPER CAN BUZZ KILL IF YOU DARE? SO WHAT? CUT IT LOOSE UNNATURAL PHENOMENON DARE YOU TO FOUND YOU? ANOTHER UNDERNEATH FUTURE LEADS LAST TIME UPON THE BED COUNTRIES HAVE PSYCHOTIC EPISODES A LITTLE PRIDE WAY IT'S GONE JUST OUT THERE QUESTIONS ANSWERED IN WHISPERED TALES STORY OF FOREVER GONE ANYHOW SHATTERED DREAM RECOLLECTED YOU CAN DO FORGET, LIVE LONG PARTY HARD WHY DON'T YOU … WANT TO? IT'S ALRIGHT; YOU KNOW? COULDN'T WE… …TALK ON THE STAGE? WE END UP OUT FAR OUT FUN FOLLOW THE BEST SMILE NEW SMILES NEW SMILES BETWEEN VINEYARDS **** WHISPERING VINE **** TRUTH STILL HOLDS TO EXACT HARVEST FILLS OUR EYES TASTE LEADS TO INSANE CIGARETTES MORE THAN A WASTE OF MINE YEARS DOWN THAT SHOT BARREL FUFILL THE EYE REALLY, REALLY TALK ON THE STAGE IT'S ALRIGHT TO DO WHATEVER YOU WANT CAME CRASHING OFF THE MANY SHARDS AS DAWN COMES TO BRING A CHANGE OVER SEAS AGAIN Not So Sweet Those Things You Would Never Dare Speak Out Loud Secrets Among To The Outcome Wot Gone What Concentration Means To You Private Council Never Have Been That Answer A Second Story What Happened Here If It Has Become What You Believe Identity In Life Experience The World With or without fail Move Forward up to And beyond imagining A strange world of ghosts What we do what we do Disillusioned Bleeding Masquerade Information That Time Too Late In a previous life Lost in the wind Outro It becomes Never quite a wasted Smile A thought came from So where it leads Execution In it a thought Reaching from the outside Since then and how Seems like you know How a Magnet Holds to Glass A bold call Believing In Planet Earth Even if it is Described As not What You want Or, Know Aint that how it should? Yourself Suppose it is the world Strangeness Abounds As things Don’t have to know To Believe Works perfectly then… So really Still the same on the other side Even with it’s drawbacks Free thought is the idea You see Looks different from out there Free Mind the best —— STRANGE HOW THINGS ARE CHANGING ENTIRETY RESEARCH ANOTHER FORGOTTEN DREAM NEW WORLD RISING STRANGE HOW IT BECAME TRUE WHICH ONE HAD TO PROOVE? BETWEEN THE COVERS OUT OF MIND TEN PLUS THREE PIECES EXPANSION BELIEVING OUT THERE AGAIN AGAIN, OR A GAIN UNLIKE ANYTHING YET, CLAIMS TO BE DONE THEN GO THERE FOR, FOR THE NEW NOT MY DILEMA….YOURS? HAVE IT THEN RECOVER, FROM MY RECOVERY YOU ARE A PART WANT IT OR NOT THIS IS THE PATH WE’VE GROWN WHERE WE’LL GO PUZZLING IT OUT AS UNLIMITED AS IMAGINATION MAYBE EVEN LESS CHANCE ARIGHT —— ALL PARTA SEE THINGS NOW AS THEY WERE; NOT BEFORE NOT BE FOR ON’TA SUPER NAT URAL INFOR MATION REALIZED BEGINING ANOTHER DUSK HEAL CHANGE RECOVER DAWN TO DAWN VINES HEARTS SKULLS LEAVING BEING SOMEWHERE ELSE DIFFERENT WAYS DIFFERENT STYLES DIFFERENT NOW EVERYTHING DIFFERENT THAN WHERE IT STARTED YET HOW THERE THEY ARE THOSE THINGS THAT NEVER CHANGED? AT LEAST, HOW THAT DID AND IT BECOMES REALIZED THE ECHO LOUDER THAN THE SONG IF IT WASN’T THEN WILL THEN, THERE WAY OUT TO BELIEVE EVEN THROUGH THE SCARS MARRYING THOUGHT ARE A PROCESS OTHERS DO NOT SEE THEY ARE STILL A PART AND GROWS STRONG ENOUGH TO KNOW THE ECO LOUDER THAN THE SONG MUDDLED THOUGHT TO CHARGE IF EVER SANE ENOUGH TO RECLAIM AS REALITY APPROACHES COMMON IN A PLACE WHERE IT IS UNCOMMON STILL NOTHING THOUGH STILL SHADOW BORNE EASIER ON THE EYES HOW EVER IT ENDED UP IF EVENTUALLY TO LEAD QUESTIONS PURSUED STARTS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WHERE IT LEAVES TRAILS OF THOUGHT DON’T WANNA GO THERE? DON’T WHERE TO WHAT STILL ENDS UP MORE GONE AS REALITY APPROACHES AN UNSTEADY GATE WITH OR WITHOUT RYTHME DESTROYS A THING CONTROLS A THING KNOWS TRUTH THEN, IF IT SHOWS SANITY NEW SYSTEMS STREAMLINE NEW DECISIONS DIF I CULT WHAT TIME WILL CHANGE THINGS CHALLENGED PARTS GO AWAY RENEWS IN TRUTH AND SMILES AROUND MADE AND NOW WHEN THINGS WORK OUT IN DREAM OR DON’T BELIEVE WHEN THE VISION WASN’T WHAT YOU… SO REACH PERFECTLY UNEXPLAINED YET ABLE TO COMMUNICATE LETS THE END GO BY BEGINS TO REALIZE JUST WHY MANY THINGS TIME EVER AND OUT THERE UNKNOWN ENTRANCE YET FOUND ORIGINS AND DESTINATIONS EVOLVED EVOLUTIONS GLORY KEEPER TORN BODY TALK LANGUAGE RIPPING ACHING SOUL HAUNTED BURIAL SITES LIVING SOUL MANY THINGS ENDS UP OUT THERE AND AGAIN I’M GONE ORIGIONS EVOLVING INTO THE UNKNOWN WAY SEEMS LIKE WHEN IT’S ALRIGHT AND NOW DESTINATIONS EXPERIENCED AND RELEASES TO WHAT WASN’T SEEN THEN, BUT THOUGHT IN THE BACK OF THE MIND ALRIGHT NEW WORLD MADE DIFFERENT WAYS AND WHEN FOREVER HASN’T BEGUN MOVE ON THEN DO IT ’TILL IT’S NORMAL THEN MOVE ALONG COMMON UNDERSTANDING NO TWO ALIKE AND MORE, MORE COMES BACK AND FOR NOW HIGH GONE THERE FOR HOW RIGHT UPLIFTED IT THEN WAS HOW NOT WAS MOVING FORWARD MORE AND MORE AN UNHEARD SCREAM A WHISPER REMEMBERED HISTORY OF FANTASY REALITY BASED ON FICTION POINT TO POINT READY ENOUGH AS IT COMES DEVOURING COMPARISONS CONVENIENCE AND REACH SPELLING SATELITE BEGAN WITH ENOUGH EXCEPTIONAL ERRORS THROUGH IT ALL AURA BECAME AND GREW LANGUAGE OF MORE AND EVEN MORE GREW FROM AN UNDERGROUND SEED IT WASN’T BUT IT SEEMED SUDDENLY REMAINED HOWEVER SOMEWHERE, FOREVER GOT TO BE SEARCHING ALMOST FRANTICALLY MOVING SLOWLY AT THE PACE OF THOUGHT MOVING THROUGH TIME AS THINKING PROVES WHO’S IDEA FIRST? WHILE TRUE TO ORIGINS SYSTEMS THE WAY THEY DO NOT ALL YET, SOME DECLINE SOME, WITHOUT TRYING WITHOUT DESIRE SOMEHOW WEIRDING THE WAY REPORTS THE FARTHEST REACHING REALIZING FATE TIME THE STRANGE HOW TO COMPARE? ALIEN SPACE PROGRESSION EARTH THIS IS THE STARTING LINE HOW LONG ELECTRICITY IN THIS CAPACITY HAS BEEN HARNESSED RESOURCES CITY PROMOTING CITY AND HOW IT DOES SET UP INTRODUCTION INTERNAL MOVEMENT GROWS WITHOUT INSTINCUAL TACTIC PERSONALITY GRAVITATIONAL VARIANT BREAKS LOOSE SMILE AND IN THOUGHT TO BE SURE; ENTERTAINMENT MODEL UPPER LEVEL HYPNOTIZE THROUGH DREAM SUCCESS TO SUCCESS DIFFERENT REALLY, HOW THEN DOES IT SEEM? PERFORMED WITHIN ABILITY REALLY THEN SEEMS ANYTHING GUIDES THE WAY TO EVERYTHING AUGMENTATION THE OTHER PLANE BEGINS EXISTS AND HAS BECOME WITH WHAT IT WAS BEFORE HAPPENED THREE DAYS AFTER YESTERDAY DRIVEN THROUGH AS GOTTEN HISTORICALLY PROVEN THINGS NOT QUITE AGAIN LUCKY THIS TIME THROUGH IF THAT WAS WHAT WAS WHAT WAS BEING TALKED ABOUT THERE BECAUSE OUT THERE WHICH THE SEASON SHOWS MORE OR LESS TO SPELL SEEING A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE THROUGH EVER CHANGING SCENES EVERY DAY A DIFFERENT VISION BORN ON WHAT THEY ARE ABOUT SAID AND DONE FROM A FORGOTTEN DREAM VISION PASSED BEFORE DECIDE WHAT’S REAL DIFFERENT THINGS AUGMENTATION TRIED TO PAY ATTENTION MIND JUST WANDERED ON MY MOST RECENT VISIT TO THOSE THINGS BEEN TOLD DO NOT EXSIST EVEN IF NONDESCRIPT THOUSANDS OF MILES OF THOUGHT IN ONLY AN INSTANT YET, NOT REMEMBERED OR EVEN REALIZED SHEETS CONTAINING CHARTED WINDS AND WHAT WE HAVE DONE NOW making what the future holds available CLUES TO A BETTER ROUTINE SORTS OF THINGS SCARRED AND SCRATCHED RECOVERED WHAT’S NOT NEEDED TO THERE AND CLEANED AND POLISHED WHAT IS TO MOVE WITH GOING FINE AND NEW BETTER THAN THE OLD MORE THAN JUST APPEARANCE UNDER WAY COMPOSITE, GRANITE PAST AND BEYOND THE WEATHER DETAILS RESOUND FACTS OF FICTION SYMPTOMS OF ANOTHER SCRY DEEMED GOOD EFFECTIVE ENOUGH EXPOSED TO DUST SOMEONE THOUGHT IMPORTANT ENOUGH A JARRING HALT TOO SURE PAUSED THERE ONLY THOUGH, BEGAN FROM AND TO SOMEWHERE ELSE ABSURD AS IT WOULD SEEM SOME WONDER WHAT THEN; HAS BEEN REMOVED? AS WHAT IS GONE HAS HAPPENED BECAUSE THIS BECOMES THIS EXPRESSES NEW FROM HOW THE TRUTHS NOT DISCOVERED YET AS BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN WHAT WE KNOW NEURAL NET YEARNING SOUL BETTER THAN BEFORE MOVING TO SET PACE HAVE COURSE BEYOND THEN DISMISSED MIND INSTINCTUAL CHOICE NEVER LESS THAN A DREAM AWAY IN A SLEEP HAUNTED BY WHAT COULD BE TRACING IDEAS COME ON TO LAST BY A THING NOT QUITE UNDERSTOOD DEFENDS IT’S SELF IN CREATION MOVES TO FAST WHEN FOLLOWED AND NOW THE PHRASE IS NOT THAT YET SOMEHOW AN ARTIFACT DISCOVERY THAT NEVER LEFT SPECULATION REVERSE MIND RESTORED ENTHUSIACTICALLY STATISTICALLY FINALLY AMAZED AT THE SIMPLE THINGS AS THE MOMENTS ADDED UP TO CREATE SOME STRANGENESS CAME TO PASS FORGOT AGAIN ANY MORE SUPPOSED WHAT WAS UP FOR GRABS DEPLOYED IN A LONELY SKY COUNTING MEMORIES THAT SERVE AS SANCTUARY AN APPEARANCE OF AUTOMATIC DESPONDENCE ELEVEN, MIDNIGHT, THREE, SEVEN… CHANGE OF PACE UNIVERSITIES SENDING CHAPTERS OF LIFE FLOW CREDIT OR ILLOUSION DREAMS SEARCH, AWE GROWS, LIFE DOES EVERYONE REALLY? SPEND THAT MUCH TIME IN THE MIDDLE? ELSEWHERE EXPECT WHAT IT TAKES TO FIND OTHER PLANETS OTHER PLANES DISMISSED At that point though, where everything went wrong A loss unexplainable yet in the spark left of hope; A future. All the information there. Just a confusing cyclone within a weary skull. Move from the agony of the furious have no time, To doing what doing can relax into things, realize what taking enough time To do what no one else can do Or has Get to the point where it is easy To Share An Honest Smile Made Sense Then To Include Some From The Past Where It Came From The Test Of Time A Spur In The Side Causes The Nightmare To Scream NOW IT DOES THOSE WHO DON’T KNOW DISRESPECT AND TRAMPLE OF THEM LEAVE ONLY BLESSINGS SMALL MINDS DISTASTEFUL THINGS RICOCHETS SIDE TO SIDE UNTILL IT’S TOO LATE TO GUESS COMPARED TO HOW THEY SEEM TO DANCE; I’M FREE AS CHANTS FALL AND RISE RECKONINGS QUESTIONS REALIZED ALWAYS SENDING IT ON BEST TO ALL HAVEN’T SEEN IT HAPPEN QUITE LIKE THIS SURPRISED HOW EASY IT WILL BE TIME BEGINS TO MORPH AND CHANGE MIRRORS LOOKED UPON MAKE NO SENSE SPIRITS UPLIFTED BY THOSE THINGS WHERE ONCE YOU REMEMBER HOW IT MAKES SENSE AND CARRIES ON THE FAITH WHAT AND HOW IT INTENDS TO BE SINCERELY SAYING ALL THIS HERE AND FOR NOW IT SEEMS GOODBYE IF THEN SO ALL THE DIFFERENCES IT MADE THOSE THINGS SET THE UNDERWORLD THE ETERNITY BEYOND RELEASE AND BEGINNINGS PULL AND PUSH CATCH AND RELEASE DARKER WATERS CHANGING TOO REGAINING CORRECT USE OF TIME A DIFFERENT PACE HAS BECOME A CHANCE AGAIN AT HOW IT DOES STILL NOW REACHING POINTS UNREALIZED HOW DOES IT CALL THROUGH THIS ? BRINGING BACK A SECOND WIND WHERE A WASTED GAZE SURROUNDS REALITY EXPOSED WHERE LIFE WAS NOT BEFORE NOW A BLINDING LIGHT SHINES FORTH MIXED WITH TASTE OF MOURNING CAN’T QUITE PICK UP THE RYTHM CADENCES MISLEAD RIDDLES AND HALF TRUTHS PILLS AND HOW TO DO FOCUSING ON BREATHING CONCENTRATION SET ON WHAT IS DOING RIGHT NOW, RIGHT HERE EASY FOR SOME SOME, THE DREAM HAS DROWNED SO THE SIMPLEST THING IS STARTED OVER AGAIN FROM SOMEWHERE REACHES OUT AGAIN FIGHTING INTO SLUMBER BATTLE TO WAKE PERCHANCE IN THE DREAM WHERE MANY HAVE BEEN AWAKENING DOESN’T MEAN THE SAME THING ALL THE ANSWERS UNFOLDED LIKE A NUCLEAR EXPLOSION FROM EVERYWHERE PAID THE PRICE WHICH TRUTH DO YOU MEAN? THROUGH THE LANDSCAPE OF MIND DIFFERENT ATMOSPHERE DIFFERENT GROWTH DIFFERENT INS AND OUTS SOMEHOW SOME RETAIN WHAT REALLY DOESN’T MATTER ENTERTAINED TO NOT BE TROUBLED BY IT STILL CALLS IT FOR WHAT HAS FOUND IT AND REALLY, WHO HAS FOUND THIS THERE RESTED BETWEEN SCENES RUSTED IN ARE THOSE THINGS MAKE BELIEVE AS REAL AS ANYTHING MANKIND LIVES DREAM TO DREAM SUGGESTION IS ALL THAT SOME HAVE TO OFFER IF THAT IS A FINE CONTRIBUTION THEN FINE, IT IS WORTH IT TO MAKING A POINT AS TO WHAT’S RIGHT RIGHT THEN TRUE BECAME DRAWN OUT PULSATING MIST INTERRUPTED BY STATIC POWERED BY BELIEF RELEASED TO BE FREE FOREVER ON THE EDGE OF SENSES, BARELY PERCEIVED HOW MANY MEASUREMENTS OF TIME MORE? UNCONDITIONALLY GROWN UNBELIEVABLY SHOWN UNDER WATER, UNDERGROUND ABLE TO GROW THINGS THAT HAVE NOT CREATE THINGS TOGETHER ON THE RIPPLE OF A WEB To create an escape for you for me EXISTING BETWEEN THE ABOVE AND THE BELOW NEAR SHADOW AND ENERGIES THAT COME FROM WITHOUT AND INSIDE TAKING A CHANCE TO REALIZE GIVING SECOND GUESS CONSIDERATION UNDERSTANDING HOW TO CREATE CORRECTIONS IN USING STRANGE ENERGIES PROFOUND YET, CASUALLY RISE IT HAS BEGUN IT DID BEFORE IT DOES AGAIN AND WILL NOW FOREVER CHANGING IT DOES AS IT ENTER AGAIN IT WILL NOW EVER AND EVER NOT REPEAT CHANGES SHAPE AND DESCRIPTION THE CORE GENERATOR BLUE PRINT ENOUGH AS MANY DIE THREE TIMES MORE BIRTHED REACHING FOR FOREVER’S SKY JUST ON THE CUSP OF THE CENTER OF IT ALL WON’T KNOW IF IT EXISTS YET TRUST ENOUGH TO REACH WHEN IT CAN BE PROVEN GONE PAST HALF WAY NOW SIMPLE ENOUGH THERE IS NO TURNING BACK WOKE UP WITH BIG TARGETS EVEN STRANGERS HAVE AN OPEN SHOT SOMETIMES IT’S NOTHING SOME OF THOSE ARE MORE INSIDIOUS SEE? EASY ENOUGH THE WOUNDS RUN DEEP AND A SMILE ISN’T A LIE JUST A LITTLE TAINTED JADED, UNINVITED WHO WAS IT YOU WERE EXPECTING? CLOSEST TO PERFECT A LONG TIME AGO CATCH THAT ONE THERE? ADMIRABLE FOG AND MIST DANCES AROUND MY HEAD MY EXCUSE OF A HALO FORGOT A HEART THAT CAN CRY FROM VISION MAKES UP A DAMAGED PIECES OF MUSIC TO BOUNCE AROUND A FUNCTIONING SKULL WHEN TIME DOES SOULS SWAYING IN THE WIND MINDS IN IDLE IT SEEMS STILL; JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN’T SEE IT DOESN’T MEAN THAT EVERY SENTIENT ISN’T LIVING DREAM TO DREAM DOWN A DIFFERENT ROAD MEASURING DIFFERENTLY MILE TO MILE THOSE THINGS OBSTACLES OVERCOME AVOIDED OR JUST WITHOUT EVEN RECKONING HOW THEY WERE LEFT BEHIND OR STILL ATTAINED MAINTAINED SECURED BROUGHT TO FRUITION, GROWN A POINT IN WHICH IT IS REALIZED REALEASED A SMILE WOULD IT BE THOUGHT? FORGOT? REALIZED? HOW FAR AWAY FOREVER IS, IF IT HASN’T EVEN STARTED? THE DREAM WORLD INVADING MY WAKING TIME AGAIN WHICH IS RIGHT WHEN WILL THEY SYNC ? YOUR CRITIQUE SNAPS THE JAWS OF A BEAR TRAP A NEEDLE TO THE SPINE INFECTION OF THE FLUIDS SURROUND WHERE THE BRAIN IS SUPPOSED TO BE SETTLED IN TO REST BRAIN FEVER ? GUESS THIS’LL HAVE TO BE GOOD ENOUGH TO GO… IT WAS TRUE TRUE ENOUGH AS IT COULD IT REACHED FOR YOU BUT THING IS IT REACHED PAST YOU IT HAD TO MEET YOU THE FIRST TIME THEN ON THE OTHER SIDE IT HAD TO MAKE SENSE THEN TOO WITHOUT ACTUALLY CHANGING AT ALL A GLIMPSE OF SECOND SIGHT BURIED ALIVE BY CHOICE ABLE TO GROW YET NOT BE OVERWHELMED BY HOW IT HASN’T GATHERING UP THAT WHICH IS TO MOVE AHEAD DO IF YOU CAN SOME CAN’T THAT SHOULDN’T STOP YOU TIME AND PLACE FOR EVERYTHING MEANT LOOK AHEAD I KNOW MY LAUGHTER CAN BE CRUEL I WASN’T LAUGHING AT WHAT YOU WEREN’T THERE WAS SOMETHING ELSE YOU SEE DAMAGE I’M NOT EVEN GONNA TRY TO EXPLAIN REACTIONS COLLIDING SOME IMAGINED RIFT IN MEMORY A TORN SAIL ON A SHIP LOST ON A SEA OF WHAT IS AND ISN’T REALITY THE ALBATROSS HAS GAINED PURCHASE MOTION GAINING ATTENTION MOMENTS ETERNAL GIFTS GRANTED MOVEMENTS WARRANTED CAPTIVATING RELEASE IF IT IS…. THEN IT IS WORTH A CHANCE HOW IT GETS THERE LETS ME GUESS IF YOU HAVE ME FIGURED OUT IF YOU HAVE IT ALL FIGURED OUT REACH THE NEXT CROSSROADS EVERYONE HAS TO MAKE THEIR OWN DECISION EVENTUALLY AND AGAIN WHEN IT DOES AND HOW CAN YOU TELL WHAT HAPPENED, WHEN THE LAST TIME, I CAME TO THAT POINT, WHAT I DID? SOMETIMES IT’S BETTER TO SMILE IN THE DARK RELIEF EXPRESSED IN A SILENT SIGH FACING A MYSTERY HOW FAR DID THE REACH EXTEND? HOW MUCH ARE GENERALITIES? HOW MUCH WAS JUST MY VIEW OF THOSE BEFORE ALTERED, ALTERED AGAIN? EVEN ORIGINAL THOUGHT A SEED FROM SOMEWHERE OR EMBRACED BY THE VINES GROWN FROM A SEED PLANTED NEAR BY FORWARD MOTION FINDS ANOTHER VIBRATIONS SECURING SIGHT IMPACTING BROW AS CONCENTRATION EBBS AND FLOWS WHAT JUST ISN’T TO WHAT MIGHT SURFACING AS WHAT IS NOW RELEASED AS WHAT WAS? EVERYTHING UNEXPECTED WILL BECOME KNOWN EVEN THE PARTS FORGOT WANTED OR NOT BEEN HERE BEFORE COMING BACK AROUND HAS TO BE DEALT WITH AGAIN IT’LL BE DIFFERENT THOUGH IN FACT THIS TIME EVEN IF IT’S EVERY TIME IF IT HAS BECOME A CHANCE TO EXIT GRACEFULLY IF THAT’S WHAT IT HAS TO BE TAKE IT LOOKING AROUND WHILE OVERWHELMED GETTING THROUGH WITH GRACE RECOGNIZING WHAT’S FINE REACHING MAKING EXTENDED REACH GOT SO FAR PAST TAKES TIME TO REALIZE “OH YEA” GOT THAT ’TILL THERE’S NOTHING LEFT A STRETCH INTO THE ASTRAL PLANE OR THE ELEMENTAL CHAOS IF YOU KNOW, YOU HAD THAT MUCH NOW ON TO NEXT A GLANCE OVER A WRECKLESS WHISPER ANGERING AS IT’S TOLD RELEASING WRECKS INTO A HIDDEN SHORE MILES OFF COURSE BUT, I CAN’T TELL YOU CONVENTIONALLY BECAUSE HOW IT IS NOW ONE OF THE THINGS TO MAKE IT RIGHT WILL HAVE TO BE TIME AND EXPERIENCE PROOF THAT WHAT IS RIGHT WILL BE IMPRESSED UPON FROM DISBELIEF TO A POINT WHERE OUT OF MY CONTROL IT COMES TO PASS AND NOW EVERYTHING IS BETTER BETTER THAN IT WAS HOW THAT WAS DONE QUESTIONS LIKE TORCHES TO LIGHT THE WAY WONDER AT HOW MUCH FURTHER WE HAVE TO GO IT’S FINE SOMEHOW WE WILL AND IN A BURNING GLOW OUR HISTORY WILL SHOW SMILES RIDDLES, TRUTHS ACHIEVMENTS,AND A MAP TO BE USED ONLY TO MAKE US REALIZE WE HAVE ROOM TO GROW EVEN FOUND WITH THORNS AROUND AN INVISIBLE SEED SURROUNDED BY DREAMS DIFFICULT BUT NOT AS IMPOSSIBLE AS THEY SEEM LETS LOOSE ETERNITY SMILES AT WHAT COULDN’T BE BELIEVED FAR DIFFERENT THAN IT SEEMED SOMETIMES WHAT WAS WANTED WAS TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IT DOESN’T MATTER AT THIS STAGE AS A BIGGER PICTURE DANCES IN AND OUT OF SIGHT A TAINT ON THE HALO WITH A SIGHT FURTHER THOSE NOT ON THE RIGHT HAND LOST SIGHT OF THE FUTURE PART OF HOW IT CAME TO BE JUDGMENT PASSED PLAN OR FORGET WHAT IS POSSIBLE IS IN PLAN WHEN IT HAPPENS AND THINGS GO RIGHT YOU HADN’T GUESSED SO SOMETHING THERE KEEP IT, RELEASE IT DECIDE WHAT YOU WANT TO DO FROM A DIFFERENT PLACE A REACH UNCHARTED, A GOAL TO START WHAT HASN’T BEEN STARTED? IF THE REASON FOR NEW HAS GROWN OUT THROUGH, WHAT THE PATH SHOWS NOW MAY HAVE TO PROOVE SO SWARMS OF THOUGHT REACHING CENTRAL POINT GET LOST IN RECOMSTANCE MY GOALS, YOUR GOALS NOT THE SAME COMMUNICATION A DREAM WROUGHT OVER HURTLES, STEERING AROUND TRAPS MISCOMMUNICATIONS HAPPEN THROUGH EMPASS FINE THEN WONDER, IF THIS TIME WHAT’S RIGHT IS RIGHT IF NEVER HAD WHAT ALL THAT IS, RECOGNIZE THAT THOUGHT AS REVERB DISCOVER YOUR FAVORITE VERB SECOND GLANCE COST ATTENTION SHARE WHAT YOU LIKE IF THEN EXPOSED TO GET WHAT YOU LOVE AND SMILE ONE OF THESE TIMES COMPELLED BY MORE THAN JUST THE TASTE AND A MOMENT LOST TO GAIN ENOUGH A BALANCING ACT STILL GOES TO BELIEVE THAT MUCH MORE HOW SAID THAT IT DOES AND HOW BEGINNING TO CREATE A SOLAR SYSTEM ALL IT’S OWN A THING NOT QUITE DONE THIS WAY… THIS WAY BEFORE YET, COMING THROUGH HOW MANY MORE BELIEVE? HOW CAN IT SHOW? YOU WILL , AT SOME POINT RELEASE A SMILE GET IT, GUESS AT WHERE ENOUGH, WON’T DO WILL RECOGNIZE A CHANCE TO RISE ABOVE MAKE THESE THINGS RIGHT GET THE WHOLE TING AS THERE ARE REASONS THEY’RE AROUND MAKING SIDES DECIDED HARDER TO SHOW AND GETS WHERE WHEN KNOWN IS RELAYED SHARED , GROWN MOVES AHEAD GETS TO HAVE WHAT IS TO HAVE WHERE THE THINGS HIDE I DID NOT KNOW YET, UPON DISCOVERY WHAT I KNEW STILL WORKS so much as far just stretching forward reaching an unknown point where starting up is what this was is fine and worth at least unknown how where what was left is how it starts while coming to grips with realizations the mind at times not quite controlled take it past the plan what it did at least it bothered the tricks thought plays as the body needs rest the crash followed by the mind maybe it wasn’t the answer The questions not quite asked memory fails handling loss of thought still moving on through that space LEADERSHIP AND A VAMPIRE’S THOUGHT EXPOSED HOW MUCH A SURPRISE INDEED WHEN YOU THOUGHT UNDEAD DIDN’T SPEAK YEARS LINED UP LIKE SOLDIERS COULDN’T HELP BUT STAND AND STARE SPIRIT HIGHER JUST A PART OF CONVERSATION TRUTH OR HOW IT SEEMED REVEALING MYSTERY UNSOLVED BELIEVING TO BELIEVE A CHANGE TO RECIEVE WANTING, REALLY NEEDING A PURE FREQUENCY TOO LATE TO TRY TO LEAVE THAT QUEST ONCE STARTED AND NOW THE BEGINNING SEEMS WHAT WAS LEFT SO FAR BEFORE GETS FROM PLACE TO PLACE IDEAS GRANTED FOR MORE THAN THAT AND SO NOW THE TASTE SEEMS OUT OF PLACE MADE SENSE THEN SO CANCEL A FUTURE BECAUSE IT HASN’T HAPPENED YET EVEN LEFT ALONG THE ROAD IF YOU HAVEN’T ENCOUNTERED IT YET? THE GALLOWS BUILT OVER A WISHING WELL AN APPLE TREE PLANTED OVER A GRAVE WHOLE ORCHARDS STRETCHES OF LAND GROWTH AS THE VINEYARD SUPPLIES IN TIME WHAT AND WHERE HALF THE TIME UNDERSTOOD SOME PERCENTAGE REALLY? WHO CARES? STILL WITH THAT OUT THERE IMPROVIZE IF I LOST YOU THERE WHEN TIME IT SEEMED WAS MY ONLY FRIEND DISMISS THOSE THOUGHTS AS NEEDED HAD TO BE PRETTY BAD INTENTIONS UNFOUNDED SO FAR TO THE EXTREME UNKNOWN OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE LIFTED FROM CONSCIOUS MIND PAST WHERE? IN IT BELIEVED MORE EVERYTHING IS THAT DID THOSE THINGS WE DON’T KNOW ABOUT HALF MORE DISCREET IN CONFIDENCE GOES ON TO BELIEVE AT LEAST SORT OF HOW AND VICTORY GROWING HINT OF FOREVER CONSTANTLY EVOLVING TO ELOPE WITH MAKE BELIEVE WRAPPED IN REALITY AT THERE AN ATTEMPT AT SOMETING NOT SEEN FROM THE START referred to as an astral screen doing together what you please taking hints from there to know it’s a mystery, key raise the line of sight vision entangled sudden realization thanks for stopping by you had to have already known what i am compared to a juncture what i do firing thought already the end now? treating for how it is shown who it was the things done just what has been the way is now ahead staring into the night surrounds realizations of how why there and near it really did i have what i can the difference arrived as each cell of awareness travels in thought where all scatters then confronts no need for that kind of damage again still always new twists and turns i became one as the whole thing crushed a heart for just one drop of blood in that way following orders original thought in the middle of a holy war decentralized not what was and to ignite that wasn’t done before IT WAS AT THAT POINT WHEN THE SPARK IN THE EYE GAVE THE WHOLE THING AWAY. A SMILE THAT DIDN’T BELONG IN THE PRESENTATION, NOT TO MENTION THE LAUGHTER THAT ERUPTS AND MAKES THE GAME A SECOND GUESS. DEATH’S HEAD APPLES, COOKING UP A CYCLE OF FERTILIZER TO RETURN IT TO COMPOST, ASHES TO ASHES. DUST…TO…DUST. HUMAN IS AND I ONCE AGAIN FIND MYSELF APOLOGIZING AND EXPLAINING THE REASON FOR WANTING WHAT I WANT. WHAT EVERYONE WANTS. STILL A POINT, NO TWO PEOPLE ARE EXACTLY THE SAME. NOT EVEN IDENTICAL TWINS RAISED TOGETHER OR SEPARATED AT BIRTH. SO IF BRAIN CELLS ARE THE SAME? IS IT THE SOUL THAT MAKES A DIFFERENCE? FREE THOUGHT, DIFFERENT OBSERVATIONS. ONE OF HEART FAILURE, ONE OF FRIGHT. EVEN SITTING STILL, TRAVEL IS ACHIEVED WITH OR WITHOUT A FRENZY OF IDEAS, THOUGHT OF SIGHT. DREAMS AND NIGHTMARES THE DIFFERENCE NOT THAT MUCH AS LEARNING FROM SLEEPO DEVELOPS. A TRICK IT PLAYS: WAS I AWAKE OR ASLEEP WHEN THAT HAPPENED? IT HAPPENS TO ME SO MUCH THAT SOMETIMES I HAVE TO WRITE LETTERS TO MYSELF AS TO WHAT STILL NEEDS TO BE DONE. SLEEPING WITH A NOTEPAD AS THE ANSWERS FLOW FROM THE WORLD OF SLEEP. WHAT ACCOMPLISHMENT IS THIS? DON’T KNOW OF ANYONE ELSE. RETIRED BRAIN, HIGH FUNCTIONING. COMPARED TO HOW THERE I HAVE SEEN. STILL, IN A DELICATE WAY. DOING EVERYTHING I CAN AS MUCH AS I CAN. THAT OTHER WAY DIDN’T QUITE FIT ME IN. SO BACK TO THE TRAVELING THING…WHERE DID I END UP? EVEN IF I KNEW; WOULD I REALLY KNOW? AT LEAST AT THIS POINT REACHING, REACHED SO FAR THAT I MISS EVERYONE. EVERY…LAST ONE; AGAIN AND AGAIN SCENT OF NETHER AS TIME REPLACES THINGS THOUGHT KNOWN BELIEVED; WITH ADAPTATION COMPENSATION ABILITY TO MOVE ALONG NOW IT BEGINS TO UNFOLD NOW IT IS BECOME SHOWN A PAINTED SKY ENCHANTS THE EVENING REFLECTIONS SHIMMER MOBILITY WORLD REACHING NOTHING LEFT? CHANGES ENOUGH TO GO WHERE SOMETHING ELSE IS RELEASED TO MAKE THE FUTURE SHINE TO BRING WHAT’S NEEDED TO THE FORE CAUSING RECOLLECT TO BE EVEN MORE UPLIFTED the difference shown in time the reach the desire the will creates how proves in time progresses enchants something powerful watch as it moves into the new rising world unbelief in the beginning now praying for the end of old different than giving up in despair all of us always needing the way to move on ahead so gets this a challenge, a batchal even if you don’t you’ll be brought along steer by your sail reach becoming strong haven’t reached it yet over all content is content to be able to categorize all those things that flowed at time had to just let go juggling invisible is anything really? if so then fly burning
I need music. As I started out with playing bass; I always have bass lines going through my head. As I am a published author and poet. I always have the English language making situations in my thought.
To create for the rest of my life. Also, very important to me. To see what the future of music is through the works of other artists.
To leave the world. To reach beyond our solar system. As We are now; Mars is that next step. If The World Can Do That Right, We’ll be getting somewhere.
That’s a tough one.
You can find this on another part of my profile.
In a way, Everything
Moving forward with freedom.
My audience is the internet so I have to be in a set where I am broadcasting to the world...I feel fine
Connecting the world...Best as can
Still Learning It. Impressed. I want To Share Because People Are Sharing
A lot of my writing is in the hands of local bands. And the library.
Don’t be afraid.
Hurts All Over