19y old guitarist playing in 2 bands.
Life essence. It gives me a field where i can express who i truly am.
Being able to be heard by a large number of people and also being able to make a living out of it.
Myself.
Probably some ac/dc song because of my father.
That's personal.
Everyday experiences, thoughts, other artists (including non-musicians), emotions and feelings, people i find interesting in any way.
There is a lot of unexplored matter.
Energized but also a bit anxious, most of the time i just go insane.
Most "musicians" themselves are way too generic and unoriginal but get loads of attention for no reason, so that means we need better musicians and a different idea of whats actually good music from the fans. That will probably never happen though, the majority of people do enjoy generic-sounding music so i guess i'm doomed.
It's basically Facebook for musicians, which floats my boat.
The fear of never being herd of, the amount of equippment i actually need and the lack of money for it, mistakes made while playing, lack of ideas/originality when it comes to songwriting.
I go to shows and occasionaly buy merch.
There are two possibilities: 1. Play generic music that has been played for centuries, write 3 chord 4/4 songs, try looking good and you're all set. 2. Take music seriously and make progress as a musician, write interesting songs, dedicate yourself fully and you might take the attention of your disabled cousin.